I think the ball is finally rolling!!
I had been away from the house all day and I'm embarassed to say no one really calls my cell! But Good things come to those who wait and if you can see it in your mind, you will hold it in your hand. (all words that I have been trying so hard to live by as of late.)
I started the day in my ususal way, maybe even a little easier than normal. Woke up, hollered at my son to get moving a nd ready for school, did a quick check on the world wide web, then hdrove t… Continue

That should set the tone for the opening to this blog...related to fitness...not really, related to cleaning out your mind...absolutely!

As most of you know, I have been busy driving across Canada all summer long, in fact, it's been one heck of a busy year to be honest. I have had very little time to compose a sentence, let alone any sort of structured mindless rants that everyone seems to enjoy. The end result of not writing more frequently, you guessed it, a cluster ^*@! of stuff to try and t… Continue

I am struggling so much with everything at the minute, some days are good, some days are bad, some days are extremely bad, I sometimes really find it hard to think about going on at times.... I said this would be hard, to do the blog daily I mean. I'm actually finding things hard again, but at the same time I keep getting strength from somewhere, and it makes me more determined to go on. I see me in a whole different situation this time next year, both physically and mentally. I really, really w… Continue

Yesterday was a good day. Well compared to previous recent days, yesterday was a great day.

I have been unhappy in my job for such a long time, not just the actual job I'm in now, but the actual line of work. I currently work in a call centre for an Energy Supplier in customer services. I've been there for around 2 and a half years now, and before that I worked in several call centres, overall for over 10 years. I only kept going for those kind of jobs for the salaries, as they are well paid. B… Continue

They say that things happen for a reason....well I am living proof of that. My life has had so many situations in it where things have gone so wrong, but something good has come out of it....but if I had gone one way, life would have been so much more different, but not always good....but the decision was made for me each time....fate is the word I would use. I don't expect you to understand what I have just said....but you may.

Friday was a very strange day. A lot of things happened, some good… Continue