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Julie, Oh I love this!! I too went through a similar thought process about 3 yrs ago...well perhaps not as extreme...
I desided that my happiness( and this I tell my clients all the time) was far mor important than the happiness of EVERYONE else.(...
I am struggling so much with everything at the minute, some days are good, some days are bad, some days are extremely bad, I sometimes really find it hard to think about going on at times.... I said this would be hard, to do the blog daily I mean....
Yesterday was a good day. Well compared to previous recent days, yesterday was a great day.
I have been unhappy in my job for such a long time, not just the actual job I'm in now, but the actual line of work. I currently work in a call centre for...
Aw hunni, it's just a good job I have big shoulders :o). I'm sure every family has their problems, we just have ours, but my Dad just doesn't deserve what he is going through.....no decent human being does. Thank you so much for the lovely comment...
They say that things happen for a reason....well I am living proof of that. My life has had so many situations in it where things have gone so wrong, but something good has come out of it....but if I had gone one way, life would have been so much ...
...all I can say is......YOU give me strength!!Thank You for that..xx
Such powerful entries Jules......I can't wait to read the next one.....x
........reading this....I can't help but cry.
You've carried a lot of weight on ya shoulders for a long time Jules.....I don't even know what to say.Me at a loss for words is almost never heard of.....
......'Today is gonna be a better day, a good...
:o)) Jamie...I find it such a release, like the more words I write, the stronger and more positive I feel....and like I said in my last entry, I'm gonna make it a habit I'm never gonna break... :o) x
Thats right Jules, you keep writing what you feel and eventually the inner strength comes outward and can put you anywhere you want to be. keep smiling Jules :o)
Aw thank you so much hunni :o)) N it's so good to see you on here!!! :o)) xxxx
I absolutely love your honesty!!I think many of us can relate to how you feel...and hopefully give some good advice along the way..:O).....I look forward to reading your posts....Thank You Jules for sharing this with us....and remember...you are n...
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- At 11:32pm on September 21, 2009,
Rylee Lehtisaari said…
- LOL have to say I had to look up that one!! I like and think I'll start using that!! ...Sussed!! No...I think we're all(everywhere in the world) Just trying to figure it all out...That's evolution, if we don't try, we can't progress if can't progress...we don't evolve!
keep changing the world one smile at a time!
- At 8:03pm on September 17, 2009,
Rylee Lehtisaari said…
- Julie, One step at a time...I know I fall everytime I stumble!
Each day go on and be honest about the even the littlest thing...I never see me as perfect...'cause then there is no evolution...Laugh OUT LOUD! don't L.O.L....you know when you watch a sit com alone and you burst out, but with friends you stiffel the chuckle...STOP that...just be honest to you and if you can start laughing about those things with friends then you'll find the BS gets set aside soon there after!
- At 4:07pm on August 4, 2009,
Jamie Fenton said…
- Glad ya made it over Julie, Be sure to take full advantage of this site, there is so much information to gain, and it is everyday useful info. You'll also find that everyone here has pretty much the same goals, and that is to be happy with themselves and to hopefully help someone else down the road.
There are many people here who can also guve nutritional and fitness guidance should you seek it out.
Like I said girl, enjoy this place, Amanda and the rest of the team have an excellent thing going here with Fytness Fanatik, and once again, glad you could join us from across the pond :-)
- At 1:07pm on August 4, 2009,
Amanda Lynn Mayhew said…
- Welcome to the FF social network Julie!! Hope you have a BLAST!!!!
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- About Me
- I am from Sunderland in the North East of England, and have come across this site through 2 friends of mine and thought hey why not! lol. I like to think of myself as a good person that likes to make a difference just by making someone smile or laugh, I sometimes think I was born in the wrong era as I sometimes hate the way the world is turning....but nothing I can do about that so I just hope to make my part of the world a better place. There is so much to me, even I have trouble figuring myself out!! lol. I do know though, I am such a caring person who likes to see the best in everyone, and sometimes people like to take advantage of that, and that hurts...but I just pity them and move on.....
- Struggles and/or Successes
- I struggle with life a lot, but that is slowly starting to change, as I have always been a very negative person, due to something happening in my childhood. But I feel myself getting more positive everyday, slowly but surely. I have PCOS too, although it's not a life threatening disease or anything like that, it is however, a very emotionally draining condition that makes each day just that little bit harder, but again, I am learning to cope with it. I have recently started to write poetry as a way of helping to cope with my father's illness, and just recently I found out that one of my poems is about to be published, that was one hell of a confidence boost, I tell ya!!!
- Motivation
- Motivation is something I struggle with at times, but again like everything else....something I am going to work on.
- Goals
- Simple....my goal is to one day be happy and content. And to find my true self.....and I think I am slowly getting there.
- Routine for staying fit
- I wish I was more fit than I was, but I so intend to make that change....for so many reasons.
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I want to change the outside part of me.....for me, but you have to change the inside first.
I am struggling so much with everything at the minute, some days are good, some days are bad, some days are extremely bad, I sometimes really find it hard to think about going on at times.... I said this would be hard, to do the blog daily I mean. I'm actually finding things hard again, but at the same time I keep getting strength from somewhere, and it makes me more determined to go on. I see me in a whole different situation this time next year, both physically and mentally. I really, really w… Continue
Posted on September 21, 2009 at 6:51pm —
Yesterday I finally realised the most important thing in my life is.........me.
Yesterday was a good day. Well compared to previous recent days, yesterday was a great day.
I have been unhappy in my job for such a long time, not just the actual job I'm in now, but the actual line of work. I currently work in a call centre for an Energy Supplier in customer services. I've been there for around 2 and a half years now, and before that I worked in several call centres, overall for over 10 years. I only kept going for those kind of jobs for the salaries, as they are well paid. B… Continue
I have been unhappy in my job for such a long time, not just the actual job I'm in now, but the actual line of work. I currently work in a call centre for an Energy Supplier in customer services. I've been there for around 2 and a half years now, and before that I worked in several call centres, overall for over 10 years. I only kept going for those kind of jobs for the salaries, as they are well paid. B… Continue
Posted on September 15, 2009 at 6:00pm — 1 Comment
Decisions can be made when you least expect them to be made.......but is it you that makes the decision?
They say that things happen for a reason....well I am living proof of that. My life has had so many situations in it where things have gone so wrong, but something good has come out of it....but if I had gone one way, life would have been so much more different, but not always good....but the decision was made for me each time....fate is the word I would use. I don't expect you to understand what I have just said....but you may.
Friday was a very strange day. A lot of things happened, some good… Continue
Friday was a very strange day. A lot of things happened, some good… Continue
Posted on September 13, 2009 at 11:32am —
It's all about choice......
Recently, all my days are starting off good, then they end up so not good. I start off in a positive frame of mind, determined to make the most of the day ahead and deal with things as and if they come...Yesterday was no different but at the same time was a turning point...Dad had a really, really bad day yesterday and when I went in to see him I got such a shock. Now I had 2 choices....to run out crying, which I used to do.....or deal with the situation.....I kinda did both.
I stood and looked… Continue
I stood and looked… Continue
Posted on September 10, 2009 at 10:56am — 1 Comment
Today is a new day...and I have given myself another goal....
...yeah, it's 09/09/09. Some people are not into that stuff, but I'm very open minded about everything, I'll give anyone and anything a chance. I made a decision when I woke up, that as from 09.09am on this day, I would stop feeling sorry for myself and make a bigger push than I usually do to motivate myself, and the next time this comes around will be on 10/10/10 and I intend to be living a completely different life then to what I am now, both inside and out.
I had a really bad day yesterday.… Continue
I had a really bad day yesterday.… Continue
Posted on September 9, 2009 at 7:00am — 2 Comments
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